Cold, dull, never all encompassing,

Hurt, closed eyes, cold breeze,

A kiss upon pursed lips,

Non reciprocated, clenched chest, can’t breathe,

Regret, can’t see,

The love I think I deserve,

Full of angst,

Non forgiving,

Tear drenched pillows,

Deep breathes, never released,

The love I think I deserve,

Questions unanswered,

Fallen, but never caught,

The love I think I deserve,

Memories of a heart,

That longs no more,

Intertwined but there is no more,

The prostitution of my honest love execution,

The love I think I deserve.